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Name: Corona
Location: New York, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Art, Listening to people when they have somethign to say,
Expertise: Art
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
12/10/2003
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| I am putting an end to my xanga until I have time for it.. I have forgotten about it and I now feel I should put an end to the past. looking back I am ashamed that I grew up too quick. doing all this dangerous and non-life fulfilling risky past of mine. ii am proud to say good bye to the 12yr old who started off with one cigarette and who wound up as a 15 yr old cocaine addict. for anyone reading this, please don't follow in my footsteps.. they will only take you to dark spooky places with sketchy people at 3 am wandering the streets too fucked up to know where you are. might even wake up to sum guy you dont even know. my life has been a roller coaster and for now the roller coaster is being re-modeled into something worth taking a ride in. | | |
| it hurts when you are with someone for a year and then they leave you. it hurts, a year, just gone | | |
| from freshman year i found this writen on a piece of paper in an old note book of mine:
The influx of various narcotics in my body produced a glorious numbing effect on all the nerve centers.It was just three in the morning when we arrived. rise and shine was only three and half hours away due to the fact that it was a school night and all. i was tired but in no way was sleep in my forcast. its almost impossible to fall asleep after you've tripped. soon as you close your eyes the drug builds momentum all over agian. stairing at the ceiling that seemed to be a swirling, twisting, never-ending path to narnia, as carl always called 'it'. but nah, it wasnt really narnia, only the drugs fooling me. when i came to terms with that my mind was free to go where it would... released from all chemical control. it was the old 'bye for now, catch you again some other day'. i had nothign left to give i gave up all resistance, but soemwhere deep down there was a stirring calm that assured me that all was giong to be okay. | | |
| Splinter had babies! She had 19 babies, 3 died . Now there is 16. I have great math skills, eh? she had them on the night of Febuary 26th. | | |
| The farther you drive into the middle of nowhere, the deeper your realization that you have only yourself to blame for what you call your life.
coke.... tonight feel gooood | | |
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